I had always believed to grow old with my wife. To explore life together as we did for many years. To enjoy each other’s company, to sometimes have big discussions about our beliefs… But we always came through and I truly believed I was set for the rest of my life.
I trusted her with every fiber and the used this against me when she found someone new and wanted a divorce. She pushed and pulled my triggers, making me look like a very bad person. And I couldn’t understand why I was struggling so hard, why I felt guilty all the time, why the feelings of happiness became less… And then the divorce slapped in my face! As I’d been struggling, I tried to OD as I had always been told I’d never make it on my own, something I truly believed in. So ending up on my own scared the living hell out of me and I wanted out!Continue reading “My journey post-divorce…”