A new week starts, the second of 2022 already. It didn’t start as I had imagined, but it could be worse… I didn’t gain a love, still very single with Arwen. But I gained a friend and that’s worth a lot to me as well! ๐ค
I’ve been thinking about wanting to find love, as I had mentioned yesterday in my post (And that was itโฆ)… I wonder if I should just focus om myself more now. If I should put all my energy in getting to my health goals, as I struggle with them while the gym is closed. I try to workout at home but still, without the gym, some exercises are missing which I thought were helping me.
While I totally understand his reasoning, and while I’m glad to have gained a good friend, part of me was knocked back as I was really interested in getting to know him more. I still am, but now not romantically… ๐ I was taken aback by the message I receive Sunday morning, especially since there came no reply. I didn’t know what to do with myself, making me feel low. I did try to enjoy everything I did and after a while I slowly felt a bit better again ๐ช๐ป.
When he messaged me in the afternoon we had a nice chat and I felt like I had needed that as it helped me feel better and I was more at ease afterwards. I was able to relax, be OK with it and to enjoy walking Arwen, training and gaming. ๐
So for now, one of my goals is getting a better stamina/health/weight. I recently tried to make a small video of my cardio, according to my watch, the Polar Grit X. The video was taken with my screen capture setting on my phone and the app is Polar Flow.
The first “dip” is my vacation in Greifenstein in August. I tried to get some walkies done, especially the 14km one (Hiking โ Greifenstein-Beilstein) but without my fitness and cardio equipment at home, I obviously did way less than usual. Then early September came my hip surgery. And since tharlt day, I’ve been slowly rebuilding my stamina and muscles. It took 7 weeks before I was allowed to start om my hometrainer again. Since then, I feel I made great progress ๐ช๐ป. I still can’t do 80-100km rides yet, but I’m trying to get to 30km 3 times a day (about 75 minutes, approximately). But with the cold, my fibro makes it harder some days. Plus I sometimes forget my meds ๐คฆ๐ผโโ๏ธ which is really silly as I’ve been needing them for almost 8 years now ๐.
I also want to focus a bit more on gaming. Even though my hands don’t always agree, I do love it and I have *many* Lego games I still want to finish… And some other ones as well. The Playstation 3 games will be most difficult as it doesn’t support online coop, like the PS4 does. I recently wrote about the games I want to beat/finish. No idea how far I’ll come, but I did make some progress on Lego Pirates of the Caribbean (PS3) the last few days. Even though the game had many glitches (meaning the game doesn’t respond as it should, making it sometimes very hard to finish a level or to complete it at all). The post where I mention the games I want to play is here: Week 1 starts, 2022 is here to stay! ๐
I also have been looking for physical secobd hand Lego games as if love to finally get more games of the franchise that I love so much. Unfortunately they’re very pricy, but I want to try to get one game a month. No idea if I can make that, but it doesn’t feel like big excess and I know I’ll enjoy playing them! Faults and all. (although I do believ TTgames could have patched Pirates after all those years, as most bugs are well known!).
A game I really want for PS3 is Lego Star Wars III The Clone Wars. And for PS4 I’d love Lego City Undercover… ๐ I am thinking of changing my Ko-fi page and maybe ask for help to be able to finally expand my collection again. Even if by only one game a month. ๐
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